sylvie

if we’d met

imagined

as friends

  lovers

  conspirators…

but we didn’t

  you’re real only

  in other worlds

this titillation

  love disguised

  in entertainment

  in lust

  admiration

  effort

  that lies behind such effortless grace

dedication

thinking about it

we’d not be friends

my laziness would appall your diligent

  discipline

  determination

  courage

  etcetera

but I’m imagining

  so it matters not

  for these 7 minutes and 56 seconds

  while I watch

  mesmerised

entranced by your form

and

you can train on your own time

without disturbing

my sleep